I am very blessed to have all these people in my life. Time and again they have been there to break my fall and lift me up again. May god bless these wonderful souls who have never failed to brighten my life......
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Delete & Restart
It was a Saturday afternoon, a month back. I was late for an appointment and I was clearing my stuff from the table in the hall to the table in my room. Parents watching TV, a talkshow on Cheating Partners, hosted by Ippadikku Rose. What and Irony, I was thinking. Nephew running around and domestic helper in the midst of her daily duties. Me walking in and out of my room.
"Dom" came a sound, I had tripped on the wire and my tablet was on the ground. Ohh dear! I picked it up and tried to restart. "Windows is unable to load, try to start in safe mode". God! dont do this me me I cried. An sms sent to my TA. "Bring it on monday i'll give it a check, if the problem persists i'll get your hard disk changed", came his reply. "NONONONONO"
"My entire life is in there, you HAVE to help me safe my data. My 7 years' of resources, papers, assignments, photos, proposals, projects, processes, personal documents etc etc etc. EVERYTHING is in there. Ps Pls Pls", I begged.
I had it ALL on the desktop to be saved into my external harddisk that weekend. Before it was done, I had tripped on the wire, the laptop fell and restart was on a loop and windows wasnt loading! The weekend went without any work done. Came Monday, I left the tablet on TA's desk with a note "Pls safe my data, I have no bakup."
Was 2pm, saw him in the staffroom, "Hey did you manage to safe my stuff?" "No I didnt, I dont have the access to do it, so Im re-booting". "WHAT!!!!!! You could have told me, I would have gotten it done elsewhere!" "Ohhh but its too late now, im already re-booting", with that, he looked away and continued with his task.
My mind was blank. I didnt know where to start. My entire PAST was just ERASED. Was it meant to happen? Was THAT the 75% of fate playing its role? "Hey, Its a sign, get out of here ASAP, came a voice." It was my colleague, a close one, a friend I should say.
Was it really a sign? Just weeks prior to that I was asked to leave this country as this isnt my place. "If you can go now, just go, you'll be better off across the ocean, you should have gone when you were 25, what are you still doing here?"
What am I still doing here? Good question. I havent used the 25% of choice that makes up fate. The thought of leaving my friends and family has crossed my mind. What will I do after work? During the weekends? How to roll on the ground with my nephew or squeeze on the bed and watch TV with his constant WHY. Who will say good morning to me or question me when Im late? Its my 4 yr old nephew who does that now.
I was thinking why the incidences that have occured the past year, happened the way they did. SO many questions in my head, so little time to sit and think. I have to make my decisions soon, before my old man changes his mind about sponsoring my studies! Hehe ;)
"Dom" came a sound, I had tripped on the wire and my tablet was on the ground. Ohh dear! I picked it up and tried to restart. "Windows is unable to load, try to start in safe mode". God! dont do this me me I cried. An sms sent to my TA. "Bring it on monday i'll give it a check, if the problem persists i'll get your hard disk changed", came his reply. "NONONONONO"
"My entire life is in there, you HAVE to help me safe my data. My 7 years' of resources, papers, assignments, photos, proposals, projects, processes, personal documents etc etc etc. EVERYTHING is in there. Ps Pls Pls", I begged.
I had it ALL on the desktop to be saved into my external harddisk that weekend. Before it was done, I had tripped on the wire, the laptop fell and restart was on a loop and windows wasnt loading! The weekend went without any work done. Came Monday, I left the tablet on TA's desk with a note "Pls safe my data, I have no bakup."
Was 2pm, saw him in the staffroom, "Hey did you manage to safe my stuff?" "No I didnt, I dont have the access to do it, so Im re-booting". "WHAT!!!!!! You could have told me, I would have gotten it done elsewhere!" "Ohhh but its too late now, im already re-booting", with that, he looked away and continued with his task.
My mind was blank. I didnt know where to start. My entire PAST was just ERASED. Was it meant to happen? Was THAT the 75% of fate playing its role? "Hey, Its a sign, get out of here ASAP, came a voice." It was my colleague, a close one, a friend I should say.
Was it really a sign? Just weeks prior to that I was asked to leave this country as this isnt my place. "If you can go now, just go, you'll be better off across the ocean, you should have gone when you were 25, what are you still doing here?"
What am I still doing here? Good question. I havent used the 25% of choice that makes up fate. The thought of leaving my friends and family has crossed my mind. What will I do after work? During the weekends? How to roll on the ground with my nephew or squeeze on the bed and watch TV with his constant WHY. Who will say good morning to me or question me when Im late? Its my 4 yr old nephew who does that now.
I was thinking why the incidences that have occured the past year, happened the way they did. SO many questions in my head, so little time to sit and think. I have to make my decisions soon, before my old man changes his mind about sponsoring my studies! Hehe ;)
Why Special Soul Cryonics?
Special Souls are spiritually enlightened souls. There are only a 1000 of them amongst the 65 billion people around the world. They come in 3 categories: The Meditators (500), The Preachers (400) & The Warriors (100).
These people have been given special powers by God to bless, heal and rid people from harmful effects. They are able to relate, communicate and experience both the Spiritual World and the Celestial World. A large number of normal souls were also given limited powers,
Psychics, Faith Healers & Trancemen fall under this category.
Then what about the rest who claim they have powers? Well do the math, you'll get the answer.
Cryonics is a scientific experimental procedure called Cryonic Suspension. Patients who can no longer be kept alive by today's medical technologies are preserved at low temperatures to be revived and treated at a later time. While deep freezing method may work on living creatures, human tissue, brain tissue etc, it will not work on these human bodies which possess souls. If the theory of the soul leaving the body on death is true, how can the body be revived at a later time?
Special Soul Cryonics is a combination of 2 seperate words interpreted and put together with a person in mind (not meant to be its literal meaning).
Thanks to those who have replied and expressed your point of view. The interpretation on special souls and cryonics is based on readings from a book. People have varied definations to the word soul. I suppose a person's backround and belief has a part to play in it. To some its light, to others its intelligence and to a handful its a state of mind. Who is right?
Special Soul Cryonics - The Chatter of a Rebel
Triggered by experiences in life
These people have been given special powers by God to bless, heal and rid people from harmful effects. They are able to relate, communicate and experience both the Spiritual World and the Celestial World. A large number of normal souls were also given limited powers,
Psychics, Faith Healers & Trancemen fall under this category.
Then what about the rest who claim they have powers? Well do the math, you'll get the answer.
Cryonics is a scientific experimental procedure called Cryonic Suspension. Patients who can no longer be kept alive by today's medical technologies are preserved at low temperatures to be revived and treated at a later time. While deep freezing method may work on living creatures, human tissue, brain tissue etc, it will not work on these human bodies which possess souls. If the theory of the soul leaving the body on death is true, how can the body be revived at a later time?
Special Soul Cryonics is a combination of 2 seperate words interpreted and put together with a person in mind (not meant to be its literal meaning).
Thanks to those who have replied and expressed your point of view. The interpretation on special souls and cryonics is based on readings from a book. People have varied definations to the word soul. I suppose a person's backround and belief has a part to play in it. To some its light, to others its intelligence and to a handful its a state of mind. Who is right?
Special Soul Cryonics - The Chatter of a Rebel
Triggered by experiences in life
Friday, August 15, 2008
Forgiveness
Protect is what you did all these while;
My old man's prayer bells must have rang for miles;
A deaf ear I turned, his pleas to sooner seek your advice;
A rebel that I am, drawn I was to Satan in disguise ;
For if I had, lesser the pierce, though Karmic points would still linger;
Sooner you did come, in my dreams on some nights;
But the prince of darkness was in his guard;
His 1000 years had 365 days more to be up;
Liar! is all you said in Bayshore in the presence of all;
The answer to brake the ride and end the storm;
Ended, the agreement, between Lord of Hell and The Supreme God;
8 weeks it has been, the last at your feet, in tears seeking your guide;
Prayers I havent done, meditation also long gone;
Parthi to you Ive promised, forgiveness I seek my lord;
A bit more time I seek from thee, to be up on my feet with my mind set free.
The Universe
One Universe with millions of Galaxies;
One Galaxy with 20-30 Solar Systems;
The distance between them & the size of the universe;
Even the best man-invented telescope cant show.
Millions of Galaxies & Billions of Solar Systems;
From one atom created by God;
Souls aka Divine Sparks aka The Light;
Created & sent to the various planets of different solar systems;
To take birth, as living beings, with physical bodies;
In Earth, known as Humans;
In planets of other solar systems;
Souls look not like humans on earth.
The Universe, with four dimensions;
Two identical circles intersecting each other in their diameters;
Each right-angled semi-circle taking the form of one;
With Heaven & Hell side by side, in the First;
Spirits housing the next and happily travelling between one and two;
Humans & Time on the opposite side;
Blocked from Heaven, Hell & Spirit, in their Physical Forms.
The Universe in a nutshell
Summarised by this rebel
One Galaxy with 20-30 Solar Systems;
The distance between them & the size of the universe;
Even the best man-invented telescope cant show.
Millions of Galaxies & Billions of Solar Systems;
From one atom created by God;
Souls aka Divine Sparks aka The Light;
Created & sent to the various planets of different solar systems;
To take birth, as living beings, with physical bodies;
In Earth, known as Humans;
In planets of other solar systems;
Souls look not like humans on earth.
The Universe, with four dimensions;
Two identical circles intersecting each other in their diameters;
Each right-angled semi-circle taking the form of one;
With Heaven & Hell side by side, in the First;
Spirits housing the next and happily travelling between one and two;
Humans & Time on the opposite side;
Blocked from Heaven, Hell & Spirit, in their Physical Forms.
The Universe in a nutshell
Summarised by this rebel
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Trying to Understand the Theory Behind
The 7 story High, High Speed SlideI was away the last weekend. 3 of my cousins and myself went on this. I was 2nd to go. It took 7 mins to get to the top and 5 sec to reach the bottom. When I sat on the slide to get myself ready, I realised something about myself that day. I've lost all sense of fear. It was a good self awareness slide I should say.
"Cross your hands over your chest and keep your feet crossed as you slide. When you are ready, you may go". I was on my way and being me, I decided to let go of my hands and uncross my feet and I experienced a momentary lift, off the slide. Even then, the fear of being thrown off the slide didnt cross my mind. Is this a result of life's experiences?
Im trying to figure out the theory behind the arms and feet crossing. Is it CG, air resistance due to speed or is it just pinning yourself down thus causing less movement? Let me find out......
A Reminder
A messy corner in my room that consists of my travelling/gym bags, volleyball, guitar and runners....I still have my uncleared bag from my Melbourne Trip........a reminder that I have to pack & leave for good.......where to is not decided.......let me sleep on it for sometime.........
The Geographical North & The Magnetic North
The topic was Magnetism. I started the lesson with this statement:
The Earth we live in is a big magnet itself and do you know that the Geographical North does not coincide with the Magnetic North?
There was silence and blank stares from my 16 year olds. Hello? Anyone there?
The next one hour was spent explaining to them the meaning of Geographical North, Magnetic North, Law of Magnetism and how the forces of attraction work.
A compass is used to show the geographical position but if people have wondered what is it that makes the needle of the compass move to that direction, they would have known the difference between the magnetic north and the geographic north.
I wonder if kids nowadays get intrigued by the things around them. Let me see if Im able to get this theory across to my 4 year old Nephew!
The Earth we live in is a big magnet itself and do you know that the Geographical North does not coincide with the Magnetic North?
There was silence and blank stares from my 16 year olds. Hello? Anyone there?
The next one hour was spent explaining to them the meaning of Geographical North, Magnetic North, Law of Magnetism and how the forces of attraction work.
A compass is used to show the geographical position but if people have wondered what is it that makes the needle of the compass move to that direction, they would have known the difference between the magnetic north and the geographic north.
I wonder if kids nowadays get intrigued by the things around them. Let me see if Im able to get this theory across to my 4 year old Nephew!
The Principle of Emptiness
Have you got the habit of hoarding useless objects, thinking that one day, god knows when, you may need them ?Have you got the habit of accumulating money, and not spending it because you think that in the future you may need it?
Have you got the habit of storing clothes, shoes, furniture, utensils and other home supplies that you haven’t used in ages?
And inside yourself, have you got the habit to keep reproaches, resentment, sadness, fears and more?
It is necessary to make room, to leave an empty space in order to allow new things to arrive into your life.
It is necessary that you get rid of all the useless things that are in you and in your life, in order for prosperity to arrive.
The force of this emptiness is one that will absorb and attract all that you wish.
As long as you are, materially or emotionally, holding old and useless feelings, you won’t have room for new opportunities
The force of this emptiness is one that will absorb and attract all that you wish.
As long as you are, materially or emotionally, holding old and useless feelings, you won’t have room for new opportunities
Clean your drawers, the wardrobes, the workshop, the garage... Give away what you don’t use any longer...
It’s not the objects you keep that stagnate your life...but rather the attitude of keeping...
When we keep in store, we consider the possibility of wanting, of penury and we believe that tomorrow it may lack, and that we won’t be able to fulfil those necessities..
When we keep in store, we consider the possibility of wanting, of penury and we believe that tomorrow it may lack, and that we won’t be able to fulfil those necessities..
With that idea, you are sending two messages to your brain and to your life: That you dont trust tomorrow and you think that the new and the better are not for you.
Get rid of what lost its colour and brightness...
Let the new enter your home and your life......
I Have done It.......Have U
The Principle of emptiness
by JOSEPH NEWTON
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Spirituality
A shot I took from the car
Spirituality is a way of life, where man is able to align his will and mind with his body and the universe. This requires him to be disciplined and be ready to give up the material world and live in simplicity; not in outlook but in thoughts. One who is able to have his thoughts and desires in control has achieved the path of spirituality thus gaining wisdom and virtue. It is easy to say that one is spiritual but its more than easy to walk the talk. Some are illutioned that they are spiritual. I belief spirituality is a state of mind; the character and a person's belief have got a major role to play in it
As its said.....
When wealth is lost, nothing is lost
When health is lost, something is lost
When character is lost, ALL is lost
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Make Way For a New Beginning
Today marks the new beginning to my life. The path Ive walked the past year was full of adventure. It has a story to tell and memories to remind me of the lessons gained through the experiences I have been put through. It was a good spin to my already roller coaster life I should say. A spin that had my life around in 360 degrees and a final touch to an ending storm.
National Day 2005 had a chapter beginning
National Day 2006 had the chapter come to an abrupt end on Nov 10th
National Day 2007 had a new chapter beginning
National Day 2008 saw a closure with a "bang"
Fireworks in the sky promises a bright sparkling beginning
The sound of it marking the end of the past
My lips instantly widened to a broad smile
A deep breath from the diaphgram; a huge sign of relief
In a foreign land but with familiar faces
Faces young and old, ignored the past years
Faces who have brought me joy since birth; through mine and theirs
Old Faces togther with me embracing my New Beginning.....
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