Deepavali 2010

This is the 2nd Deepavali away from home. It was great this year as well. Did some prayers with my friend in the morning at home, had lunch with them and my cousin and headed for a birthday party at night. The smses from friends interstate and the call from home made me miss home. There was a party back home yesterday at my cousin's and i was dearly missed. Its nice to have people missing your presence and remembering the games you have introduced in past parties. I sure have one bunch of cracko cousins! Somehow I missed home more this year than last. Mom cried the day before saying she misses me, well that has been the case every time she calls. I hold myself from breaking down and mask it with a harsh tone. She often says I dont love nor understand her. They want me to get married, but what do i tell them? One of the reasons I left Singapore was to be away from them so that the attention would be taken off me and my parents would worry less. I am waiting to be the priority of this one man I truly love.
Well they say you talk to the universe and it will happen, so i have been talking to my dearest universe :p.