My Instincts Have Never Failed Me

Many say that women have very strong instincts. Ive also been told that I have the ability to forsee things. Lately this ability of mine has become very evident, especially with men I should say. Its just the feel of things and deep down you know something isnt very right. I was right about V. A girl was the reason he went to Sydney and specifically North Sydney he wanted. The call by this girl Swapna the day we landed in Sydney. Sometimes I feel I know him just too well, his gestures, his stories, and sometimes the way he thinks. Its a 'friend' he says, then why not tell me that she was picking him up that day? Wonder what he told her about me, probably said Im a stalker and Im suicidal and he was making sure I left the country or some shit story he must have come up with. I feel like a fool for helping him out and making all these arrangements and even following him to Sydney to settle him down. He could have asked that bitch to assist him right? Why make me do the shit work? You do good to someone and you end up being taken advantage of. His lies never end, what I do not understand is WHY LIE? And what irritates me most is the fact that he makes himself the victim. Depression he tells me! A whole load of bullshit is all I can say. Yeah maybe he is depressed cos whoever he went there for must have dumped him and it just a total bitch and giving him hell. Men love bitches dont they. Some men just dont have the balls to admit they have someone, I wonder why. If she was really JUST a friend, there wasnt a need to lie to me. That explains why he went to Sydney on his own the first time, it was definitely a lie that his sister's friends were picking him up in the airport. I knew it then, but sometimes you just want to keep mum about certain things. In the letter to my parents, he wrote we still care about each other. Why would anyone lie and continue hurting someone if they care about that person? Thats basic friendship, you just DO NOT hurt your friend. He is probably living with her and thats why he doesnt want me there. Nice stories ehh, I still cant forget the story about the Jimiki....LOL, he seriously thought I fell for it. Company is all I asked for and nice drama you put up there. Sometimes I really wonder if he thinks that he is god's gift to women! And I do not understand how a question asked can mean that I have EXPECTATIONS????? Jesus, someone please knock it into his head that all that is long gone. He can end up with whoever he wants, cos seriously I really think its his loss. Im never gona fall in love again, cos it seriously stinks! Some men just do not appreciate someone being there for them. They come to you when in need and walk away when the job is done. Its alright, at the end of the day I can still walk with my head up. All this while I thought you were down bcos of your wife and kid, but I guess it isnt that case. Im done with you, you can live your life, im not gona give a shit anymore. Why cant you just say you have someone? Why do you keep lieing to me and fish for sympathy? Some people just dont change do they? May you be blessed wherever you are, but please dont hurt someone else out there.....