Dreams of a Dreamer

Im always dreaming of you or him through u
When I'm up it seems like ive just been with you
Times have passed but you're still in my mind
What do you want me from me, what do you want me to do?
If this is a message it definitely ain't getting through
Anger, Depression, Silence, you name it, ive been through
Friends say ive maxed the scale of sadness
And life now should sail very smooth
Sometimes Im confused as to which one of you
Looks like Im speaking to both at the same time
One after another, you both still torture
Your body his voice, his body your voice
With or without ure still making me go crazy
I want to tell but apparently he wants to start all over
But I dont understand how this would even interfere
Why is it that I hold both of you still so dear?

Goodbye My Hero

You've been with me through the toughest of times
You've seen be cry, laugh & jump with joy
Day & Night I was dependent only on you
Rain or Shine You were there readily mine
Life without you is gona be tough
But what has to be done, has to be done
U cant come along with me across the ocean
You'll always be the missing jigsaw in my life
Memories of you will never fade
You've embraced the most important people in my life
Who else knows me better than you
Goodbye My Hero, I'll always miss you
Hugs & Kisses, this is the last from me to you!