If Tears Could Talk

People cry for various reasons,
when they are sad, when they are happy,
when they see a loved one going through a rough patch,
when they pass an exam or when they are in physical pain,
why are there tears in my eyes?
If tears could talk maybe they'll give me the reason to the flow.

Dearest Loosu

Tears roll down as I think of you,
The times we hung out after school and roaming the streets with you,
I tried calling you, but its just so you not to answer any calls,
Disappointed I hung up, asked everyone about u, but u,
I hope you are doing well, Im lost without you too,
Noone can replace my loosu fren, I will call you soon,
Dont be sad, Im here trying to find a place to stay,
School is starting soon and im here running for trains and trams,
Still like a homeless child, my mind is running in all directions,
Ive been provided with everything, yet im feeling lost,
Feeling depressed as well but im happy, just missing everyone back home
You take care, i'll call you soon, dont be sad my dearest loosu friend
I Love U!

The Past Week

Its nice to be back here after almost 10 yrs, ohh well i was here last year and the year before but that was for a different reason. Now Im back here as a student. Have been here for almost a week now. Glad I had a place with my cousin in Whyndham Vale but the downside is that its really far from uni and Ive to take 3 modes of transport and almost 2 hrs later I would reach my destination, apart frm that Ive been provided with everything and Im well taken care of.

Sitting in Ascot Vale right now in a friend's place, since yesterday actually, tying to figure my way to uni and looking around for rental places, going back to Whndham Vale tomorrow. Went looking around on sunday, liked the St Kilda unit and the Albert Park unit but the agents arent responding. It is so difficult to look for a place as a student, they either dont entertain or ask for 6 mths advance, didnt have a choice so called V tday to check on my email. He doesnt understand what im going through, has to be the jerk he has always been. Let him think watever he wants to think. I didnt feel like arguing with him. Does finding another woman makes one talk like this i wonder. Im angry with him for so many reasons. Sometimes he frustrates me so much with his bull stories that he comes up with but I dunt have the energy to retaliate.

I miss my loosu friend, my family and my cousins, I have to call loosu soon, I wonder what she has been up to.

Sometimes to divert your pain to something else, you use pain itself.Finally I met Su with my design. I took an instant liking to the design. For months I have been trying to search for the perfect one, something spiritual. I like this, a siluette of a body elevating with a tribal shade on the background. Its known as Higher consciousness, it was just so me!