Friday, October 31, 2008

A Rose By Any Other Name......

If I Name my Blog "Cats & Dogs", is it necessary to carry that content in my blog or am I expected to write ONLY about cats & dogs?

Why does it matter to anyone out there what my interest is or why I named my blog a certain name?

Guess Which One Is Me



Can I turn back time.....

My Life Art Piece



Festival of Lights



A bright smile which is not mirrored by the heart

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Ennayum Eduthuchel

Sirippu ennai vittu phoivittathu;
Sogham athan idhathai eduthukondathu;
Sogathukku kaaranam palavundu aanal
mukkaranam ondre aagum;
Athay yaaridamum solla Eyalavillai;
Thanimeiyil oridathil aarztha sinthaneiil
irupathu pazhakam aagivittathu

Ithuvarai ennai piditha manathugalai
naan paaramal ponathundu;
Piditha oru manam veroru
manadhukku pinnal povathai naan
thanimeiyil yosithu azhuthathumundu;
Ithuthaan kadavulin thiruvilayadala?;

Vazkhai oru thiraiarangam;
Athil naam anaivarum nadigargal;
Iraivaa ean intha vilaiyyattu;
Un aatam innum mudiyavillaiya?
Naan unnai vanagathathatku
ipperiya thandaneiya?
Ennai vittuvidu; avan irukum idathukey
ennai eduthuchel....

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Kalyana Malai

A Song By SP Bala
Kalyaana Malai

Kalyaana maalai kondaadum pennae en paattaik kaelu unmaigal solvaen
suruthiyoadu layam poalavae inaiyaagum thunaiyaagum samsaara sangeedhamae

(kalyaana maalai)

vaalibangal oadum vayadhaagakkoodum anaalum anbu maaraadhammaa
maalaiyidum sondham mudipoatta bandham pirivennum sollae ariyaadhammaa
azhagaana manaivi anbaana thunaivi adaindhaalae paerinbamae
madimeedhu thuyila sarasangal payila moagangal aarambamae
nalla manaiyaalin naesam oru koadi nenjamenum veenai paadumae thoadi
sandhoasha saamraajyamae...

(kalyaana maalai)

koovuginra kuyilaik koottukkul vaiththu paadenru sonnaal paadaadhammaa
soalaimayil thannai siraivaiththup pootti aadenru sonnaal aadaadhammaa
naaldhoarum rasigan paaraattum kalainjan kaavalgal enakkillaiyae
soagangal enaakum nenjoadu irukkum sirikkaadha naalillaiyae
thukkam silanaeram pongivarumboadhum makkal manampoalae paaduvaen kannae
en soagam ennoadudhaan...

(kalyaana maalai)

A Message

Philosifur & Bon.....your blogs are not assessible and neither the links you have provided. That is only accessible to invited ones....Why arent your blogs accessible to public?

Saturday, October 25, 2008

A Dream

Lately someone from my past has been in my dreams. When I get up in the morning, it feels so real and the feeling is very intense. People say maybe I was thinking about this person. Yeah Maybe.....so I decided to google it...

1. The ex-lover is thinking about the dreamer intensely, and projecting telepathic messages towards her which she receives in her dreams.

2. Incompletions with this person that need to be resolved within the dreamer before he is truly free to move on to a new relationship.

3. Similarities between this past relationship and situations now in the dreamer's life. Solutions to current difficulties may be resolved by the dreamer's remembering how he dealt with the ex-lover.

A Conversation to Nowhere

Mom : Lesh was asked to stand in the naughty corner in school tday.
Me : Lesh were you asked to stand in the naughty corner tday?
Leash : Yeah.
Me : Why?
Lesh : Because I hit my classmate.
Me : Okay...why did you hit your classmate?
Lesh : [silent & staring]
Me : Lesh why did you hit your classmate?
Lesh : I dunno.
Me : Did he hit you?
Lesh : No.
Me : Did he take your toys?
Lesh : No.
Me : Then why did you hit him?
Lesh : I dunno.
Me : Lesh can you tell me why.
Lesh : WHY
Me : [!!!!!]
Father: [Laughing]
Me : Stand in the naughty corner til ure ready to give me your reason.
Lesh : [stand in naughty corner]
Me : Are you ready?
Lesh : Yeah
Me : Is it right to hit someone?
Lesh : No.
Me : Then why did you hit him?
Lesh : I duuno.
Me : Lesh if ure not going to give me the reason ure going to be standing here. Are
you okay with that?
Lesh : Ya.
Me : [!!!!!]

Friday, October 24, 2008

I Forgive U

What we see is nothing but our own creation. The experience of the
world is but a projection of our mind and the reflection of our own
inner thoughts. As is the thought, so is the vision. The colour of the
glasses you wear determines the colour in which things appear to you.
If you wear red glasses, everything will appear red. If you wear green
glasses, everything will appear green. Pure thoughts make the world
appear as pure. If you view things with Prema (love), with a loving
heart, the whole creation will appear to you as a reflection of Prema.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Response

I may be the product of my past, it has some truth in it. Depends on the way I choose to see it though......

I was reading a book which had a segment on cryonics and it sparked my interest, thats abt the same time I started my blog. As Ive explained earlier, the names chosen are my interpretation based on my readings and incidences that occured then and yes continuity being the baseline. Ive mentioned before that the title is NOT meant to hold its literal meaning, so pls stop questioning me and let me be.

I do have an interest and I would like to acquire the depth in that area at my own pace.....

If Only It Was That EZ.....

If it was that easy to let go, forget, forgive and carry on
PAIN would not exist would it?

People do what they do, disappear and carry on with life as if nothing happened.
Makes me wonder WHY & HOW they are able to carry on without having to think of the consequences. Why constantly talk about consciousness when you were not conscious of the hearts you've messed with nor the mess you created in their lives during and after? Why blame destinity when 25% it of destiny is made up by you?

Karma reffers to your actions and the effects of your actions in your past that determines your future. All men are responsible for their own Karma which determines their destiny. Have you been responsible for the effects of your actions?

The purpose of education is to create more consciousness in one. Wat is the use of educating oneself when the consciousness attained is traded with morals and values and has more adverse effects?

How will the past pass?

In the carpark this morning, was greeted by a parking ticket stuck to the wiper;
Damn I told myself, what a way to start the day;
Called my mum to ask wats for lunch, only to end up with a frown;
As I was thinking and making my way home;
Side tracked a little to some foot reflexology and a full body massage;
Was surfing the net and dozed off with Lesh by myside;
Only to be awakened by multiple calls to make plans for the night;
Got reminded of someone from the past;
Decided to have a solo night and a movie marathon;
Of course to the amazement of my friends and all at home;
You mean you are NOT going out today?!? Is what echoed for hours;
Perfect I thought, Just what I needed!!!
The movie was a reflection of my past;
Got reminded of a phrase;
"Im dropping my past and going with a clean slate;
If I get the answers Im seeking for and things go the way Ive planned;
I'll come knocking on your door"
The reasons given then for dropping the past is not what unfolded in the present;
How can the past pass without even knowing it is the past or the reasons for the pass? "Bachna ae Haseeno", a movie that brings forth the reality of present day love;
Partners do what they do, but do they realise the consequences of their actions?
The action by one, out of immaturity, fear or fun has an effect on the other's present and future......

"The past is over, there's no control over it;
You'll rectify the future only when you
Set things straight in the present"


Setting things straight in the present, requires one to ask forgiveness from the path taken in the Past. Only then, the journey in the present will pave a clear way to your destination in the future

Friday, October 10, 2008

The Void

Im sitting here thinking of what Im supposed to do next, my mind is exhausted and blank, so i thought I'll just pen down my thoughts. The morning has been hectic. Im looking forward to the break but the days that lead to the break are going to be crazy. The Australian currency has gone down. Just about the right time I was thinking but there are careful plans I'll have to make and tough decisions to take. The past 8 years Ive been telling myself I want to leave, but now that the time has come, I guess Im having second thoughts.

I haven't had the time to make the plans and decisions that Im supposed to make. Why am I working so hard; what exactly am I chasing after? Days go by without me seeing or talking to my family members. Tennis on sundays ensures I meet some of my cousins and of course the group that I meet up every weekend and my colleagues whom I dine and gym with on weekdays. This is my life and my parents have gotten used to me not being around or not attending family functions. It has come to a point that my aunts actually thank me for attending functions hosted by them!

My nephew has been enthusiastically waiting for my return at nights, my mom tells me, so yesterday I got home a little earlier (10pm), he was already in bed. I got him up and gave him the pirate set that I got him. He was so excited that got himself dressed in the items and started parading around the house. The little pleasure that Im able to bring in that little boy. Im gona miss all this.

I havent been following the finance news for the past week but Im aware we are hitting a recession. The letters Ive been receiving regarding my investments have nothing to be happy about. I guess the private sectors will see a sink in year end bonuses but as far as the Govt Sector is concerned, the drop will not seem very significant. On top of work I have my car to send for servicing (thanks to daddy dearest, he got that done), roadtax and insurance to renew, Im waiting for my agent to mail me the insurance offered by other companies, its not gona be any much different I suppose.....hmmm I think I need a PA!

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Birthday Celebrations The Past Weeks







Gives Me The Bums....

Unnai Enni Enni Nenjam Uruginean;
Unnai Engengo Theadi Naan Odinean;
Pannisaithu Un Pughazhai Paadinean;
Nee Paara Mugam Ithu Niyayamo.....

Monday, October 6, 2008

The Voices Within

I can't; I do; U can;
Mad; Rash; Missing; Think;
Carry On; I can do this;
Don't need; Wana See; Stong; Brave;
Love; Not Deserving; Coma; Crash;
Leave; Alone; Life; Betrayal; Away;
Happy; Friends; Family; Forget;
U Must; Smart; Forget; Go away; Try......

THE Man In My Life

Saturday, October 4, 2008

When I Get To Where Im Going

When I get to where I'm going
To the other side of life
The first thing that I'm gonna do
Is close my eyes, spread my wings and fly

When I get to where I wish for
There'll be only happy tears in my eyes
I will shed the sins and struggles
I've carried with me all this life
I'll leave my heart wide open
I will love again, this time with no fear

When I get to where I dream of
Please don't cry for me down here
I'm gonna walk with my maker
And lay out all my WHYs
All my strugles & all my heartaches
And see if he has got a reply

So much pain and so much darkness
In this world we stumble through
All these questions noone has an ans
Why cant one just be true?

So when I get to where I'm going
And I see my maker's face
I'll stand forever in the light
Of his amazing grace!