In a Month

So much has happened in this month or should I say nothing much actually happened
Uni has been my hideout, not by choice but more like being driven to it
TV just a box that stares at me when I leave home and return after dark
People I havent seen nor spoken to in a month, flatmates too just a "hi" & "bye"
Message heard just like the dream I had, but this time no dream it was
Lies and deceit, enough is enough, why I ask, as usual denial it was
Facebook & Windows Life my only companions, mom, dad & lesh whose only voices I hear
Thoughts fill my mind, with tears in my eyes, i walk the streets in a daze sometimes
What am I doing here, a life like a pauper, walls Ive created around myself
Family and friends I miss, life like a princess Ive dropped and left
Confusion, Assignments, Sadness, Anger, Loneliness and practically homeless
What Have I Done?!?!?