To My Loosu Friend

Long gone are the days when we used to hang around with my hero
Even without him, we found a way, the happiness of us being together
I havent heard from you for the longest of time, how are u, i wonder
Im immersed in my papers, trying to complete and find a footing here
What the future holds I know not, am I coming back, I wish I had an answer
Struggles have always been a part of me, since the time I remember to be
Mom is worried about me and the comforting words from dad keeps it going in me
The one man I loved, I still do and I havent gotten over him and dont have a clue
Near he may be but very far he has gone from me, communication has since ceased
Noone else I have replaced in his place, there are a few but no nterest from me
How is it going there? How is love treating you out there?
The mails I send you get bounced, i have no clue as to why
Im ow registered to teach here, but still pending is my residency to live here
My future still holds a question, I hope my sacrifices are worth every mention....