Its a sign

Ive always wanted to go into art and photography but have been too cooped up with work. Lately Ive been surrounded by people talking about cameras and photography. Ive decided to invest in a Canon 600D too. Its about SGD$1.5K. Should use the NCD next year to claim. Had a go with Suja's one, its cool, was modelling for her the other day. She just invested in one and is attending classes. Yeah I plan to invest in one too. It prob will come in handy when I go travelling at the end of the year.Fauzi does amazing shots, his shots in Tazzie were breathtaking! Bays of fire was magnificent. Should get a few tips from him before I venture on my own.

S was online, he is coming to S'pore at the end of Jan, is gona be here for 2 days to feast on his street food! One crazy guy who travels 24 hrs from US just to eat asian street food. He was nice to ask me what I wanted from India as he was going there to visit his family. The only weirdo who tells me not to lose weight lol. Told him more men should think like him hahah. Finally he has decided to accept someone into his life. All this while he was so agaisnt marriage, im glad he has changed his mind. Was asking if I met anyone in Sydney, told him I dont feel like committing to anyone and have no reason for deciding so. I cant tell him that V was the pushing factor to this decision.
"why are you nice to me", I asked him. "You have happy vibes." is his respond. Im glad I bring happiness to others, but Ive always wondered why is it that I am always a disease to V.

Told S to get me the pearl from Nigeria as Im asked to wear one on the left index finger for good luck. I should. He is coming back in Jan too for 3 weeks, so he said he'll get me one.

The people whom who have no connection to care about you, but the one person whom u wish had some concern over you decides to shun you from his life. This trip was definitely an eye opener for me. If you mean something to someone and if they want you in their life, they'll find their way, its that SIMPLE!

Good Saturday morning!

It almost 11am, its been a lazy Saturday this far! Was pondering what to wear for the birthday party tomorrow. The theme is Safari, I have a safari shirt dress in my pile somewhere, its between that and a snake print dress, but thats a little too dressy for a beach party. So i'll go with the beige shirt dress, but the problem is, it doesn't button at my boobs grrrrhhhh, I need to wear something else inside so that it can be left unbuttoned, kind of looks nice with my boobs showing actually :P. Ok lets see, should I go for the tiger print bikini halter top or my cheetah print gym sports bra? Since this is a family affair, I shall go with the latter as my boobs are gona be staring at someone with the former. Ok that topped up with my brown gladiators should suit the theme just fine. You see Im doing everything else but my work here! Therein lies another problem, I have to go for class before I go for the party, can you imagine your teacher conducting a class in a safari shirt dress, top half unbuttoned with leopard prints starring at you? Thats gona be my first class for the year, hmmm I have to make my first impression with these 13 year olds.

It is a nice day to sit at the balcony, have a bottled beer and read a book. For some reason V always seems surprised when I say Im heading to the gym or im reading. What does he take me for, a bimbotic slob? Ohh yeah I forgot, I dont fit into his upmarket, high society profile. His reactions drives me up the wall sometimes. Like the other time, I was close to walking off, but because he bought me the food and took time off his ever busy schedule to sit with me til I finished, I gave him some respect, stayed on and finished up the food. I had lost my appetite because of the way he reacted, raising his voice while trying to defend himself with his lies. The words he used on me the other day still ring in my ears, "you are the begger", "fuck off".....why did I put myself through this? Its Karma I suppose, Im still paying back, when will this misery ever end ehhh? God you there?

I should seriously look into buying a place of my own, now that im 35, Im eligible to buy under HDB. Should start looking. Contemplating buying a condo. Prices are up the wall for a chicken coop. First in the list is a car. Bro has asked me to wait til chinese new year to get one as the prices seem to be falling. The COE for a 1.5 litre car is 55k now and thats excluding the price of the car. This is nuts! The CEO of SMRT mentioned that the disruptions to trains the night before had caused a lot of chaos and inconvenience to the public! What was he f**** thinking? That we wouldn't have known otherwise?!? Bloody morons sitting up there....