Today didnt start very well, maybe my mind in pre occupied with the loads of things thats in my to do list, D called yesterday, apparently he was expecting my call on sunday, the day after our date, told him I was busy. Truth is I didnt feel like talking to him, have nothing to say, m not interested in anything nor anyone, Im gona disappear from everyone's life here & downunder. "What are u thinking", have been questioned repeatedly by my close friend lately, i just shake my head & continue. Ive been spending alot of time just with her, gym, lunch, dinner, movies etc, I dunno what Im gona do without her down under. Sometimes relatives and people whom ure close to play you out, its just good to stay away from everyone, at least you dont impose on them in any way.

The staff trip to JB has been canceled, Im not sure what is gona happen to my diving trip. We are planning one in June, have to gt my open water diving license this time. Lets see what happens. Shall discuss with Brian....I shall be back in the afternoon...