The day started with a sense of relief, realised nothing shatters me anymore, good isnt it ;) Received a mail, surprised at the time it was sent, nothing surprising about the reply, an expected one. Loads of work to do but my mind is clear. Finalised my tickets yesterday, sent an email to all my family and friends, received a couple of replies. Nice to know I'll be missed. Sometimes I wonder if Ive made the wrong choice, maybe I should have applied for the UK, ha who knows maybe i'll meet someone from the UK in Oz, probably thats why my PR agents keep disappearing!
Had a long chat with M last night. He was on his way home from work, stopped his vehicle to give me a call. He is happy that im going for my dreams finally. Yesterday's conversation made me realise that he cared alot about me, it was a nice feel to know someone genuinly cares about you. The first thing im gona do when I land is to find an open speace and scream, something Ive been wanting to do for a long time. Like what M told me, Im going to leave everything behind, forget my past and start afresh. Im excited to meet Jayshree and my cousin. We always had our gal fun! Ravin will be joining us soon as well, the gundooo who was trying very hard to convince me to go to OZ cos he was going there! It wasnt because of him that im there, I was just procastinating on my UK application!!!!!
Im closing my past finally, everything deleted from my mailbox & hp. Some things are just not worth my time and effort but it more for a satisfation that I gave a shot and the assurance that i was right about my decision. My best friend was right, If I had gotten a "yes", I would have thought hard and eventually rejected it for practical reasons. I was split into a third of a fraction wanting and the rest not. I had to do it so that the "what ifs" dont kill me later! The sense of relief is amazing......
Aishah from the gym called to ask if I was free yesterday. My membership had expired. I have about 5 weeks and Ive found an alternative, so rejected her offer. Its going to be at my cousin's frm this week. Pool, sauna, tennis and gym. I was packing my tennis and volley ball, my dad was standing there giving me that "I cant belief you look!"
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