First 2 weeks of 2011

Its been a good start, Im blessed to be surrounded by people who love me. Both my nephews went to Primary one this year, together with them I was excited too. The job hunt is still on, havent secured anything yet, maybe Im not putting my heart to it. Im still not too sure where Im destined to be, I have so many desires. If I chase my dreams then I would have to sacrifice something else, in the middle of all this, I miss V heaps as well. I havent spoken to him for some time but I guess he is happy there. This distance reminds me more of him than ever before. Spending more time at home with family and friends does do wonders to me. Working out definitely makes me feel good, the circuit training is interesting and I hope to see results, 30kg being my target! Im back to my riceless diet, maybe I should start V's liquid potent. I am happy but there is still that missing piece in my life....