Why do some make the decisions they do? What is it in life that they cant deal with? If everyone was to the that decision, then what is life worth then? Just last week an old man had committed suicide, he has jumped from his flat. What would one do on receiving an abrupt message that her loved one was going to end it?
Looking back at what had transpired yesterday, It made me think if that was it? It was like DeJa Vu, and I am not very sure if I would even come out of this one if it ever happens. Even though deep down you wonder if you are being very complacent. Only he knows the reason for sending the sms. He claims to have sent to to 3 of them, probably all his ex-es. What was he thinking? Initially I interpreted it as he was leaving to another country, then I realised it was about ending his life instead. My frantic calls went unanswered as he was busy talking to his ex=es whom were reacting after receiving his sms. If you already have so many whom mean more than me, to u, then why bother sending the sms to me? After everything, he answered his hp, sounding slightly pissed this morning. Isnt it a natural thing to check on the person who has been comtemplating suicide? I did the mistake of ignoring once, and I took almost a year to get over R's death, not another one I was telling myself.
V probably already has someone on his mind, and his depression is most likely because of a woman. Then why lie to me that you are a maverick and thats what a Gemini is destined to be? I am tired of fighting and explaining my love to him. Well when he has so many whom would care for him, then what is the purpose of me even talking to him? Obiously he given them more priority then me....fine maybe iyts about time i disappeared, cos I dun think he will ever appreciate me
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