Sunday, September 11, 2011

The Weekend

It was an awesome weekend away. A home which we call a resort, not very far but away from homeland. Terrific company, fun and laughter, booze, shopping and swimming. Sleepless night, hangover and the best part, NO WORK in the radar!

Being single has its up and downs. The ups do outweigh the downs anytime. I should not be complaining much actually, Life has been great, apart from the work and a man in my life. The one man as usual has his moods and has gona disappearing once again! Wats new? Sometimes I wonder why the lie to get me off his back, or is he just afraid to be in the place as me in fear of having or developing he feelings he may have for me...Hmmm I do wonder sometimes. Have not decided on the vacation location yet. Tickets are crazy but Aust it has t be for this year. Sydney seems to be out of the eqation, why should I go a place where there doesn not seem to be any welcome? Im not desperate and I shall keep my respect. I love and respect myself, so I shouldnt let some lieing prick hurt me more and more. What kind of a man does not appreciate someone loving him? How difficult it is to live in the same house and not have anything after you leave. I can do it, why cant you? Its all just bullshit to mask your lies! Im done with you and your crap. Live your life in whichever way you want, and i;ll live mine. There's no hope, no love and no dreams, live by the day it is for me :D

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