Sunday Chatter

Have been sitting with my laptop since morning, but can't seem to be concentrating. Damn it wat's wrong with me?!? Havent been to the gym in 3 weeks, kind of miss it but Ive been walking quite abit to make up for the absence. The lady doing my pedicure said I had firm legs, must be from all the bench presses Ive been doing I suppose. I just love that machine.

Had an intense and insightful conversation with V the other night. Something Ive been pondering upon for a long time. Still dont agree with his thought manifestation and reality theory. Wanted to say that in my sms but refrained myself. This trip made me realise he doent actually care about me. he doesnt call to check on me, never once said he'll bring me for a nice meal somewhere, not even to some place over the weekend. He comes on and off to take his stuff and I get a glimpse of him, thats about it. I dont like his differentiated treatment. He doesnt answer calls from me but he returns calls to the girls as late as 9.30pm. But I dont understand why secretive though. Maybe thats one of the eggs he is sheltering and doesnt want to hurt. Now i understand why his calls to me have stopped. Its not that he isnt calling anyone as he claims but he just doesnt call me. Today he left very quickly, suppose he was having someone over. Im not needed anymore i guess. He has enough people to entertain him. Love is there for him still but Ive decided to disappear from him. He wouldnt care anyway, maybe wouldnt even realise that ive disappeared. I dont mean anything to him, so why bother. he seems to have time for the rest but me anyway, so Im going to let him be. Have a blessed life. Since I dont mean anything to you and you've made it quite apparent, I should just leave you alone.