Did some packing and realised I had too many things to bring over. Pondered for some time, vacuum packed all my clothes, still have more to go, was clearing the cupboard and came across a box containing letters and cards from the last time I was in Melbourne. Henty Court & Crampton Cresent both in Mill Park & Haines St in North Melbourne, going through the cards and mails gave me a very nostalgic feel, nothing beats receiveing something through snail mail as compared to email. Some from the list still remail, some long gona and lost from touch. Then I stumbled upon the rosary, the stalk of orchid, tummy trimmer and the hair straightener...brought back the good memories in Melbourne a yr back. I remember him saying "Im in the giving mood, so u better grab watever u want", damn I was so stupid.... Shopping with him was fun....even when we were in Malacca, i enjoyed every bit of dressing him up and making sure he looked good when he left home.....he used to ask me to choose his clothes for him......i used to irritate him so much & loved to see him get irritated and annoyed with me, then I would smile on the inside while he walked around with the constipated look of his! my adorable baby.....yeah he was like my big baby...is still..more in my heart.....and who can forget his picnic bag....it was a joy seeing him eat, like baby krishna eating Neiyi but of course being men they would enjoy thier mommy's cooking the best.
Its been a yr, but it seems very real still, he is very much in every vein of mine, so fresh in my memory. Went for a play today and in the cast list, his name was the first....so many things reminded me of him today and I just drifted back to the first time I met him in the airport....memories....
Jeevan called, enquired about me missing in action and wanting to spend time before I left, he is my irritating adorable nanban....very nice boy....received a call from Yayshree, she seems to be doing alright, jobfront still slow she said....asked her if she can help me look for a place to stay....her landlady doesnt let her sublet, said she'll be in the lookout but no promises......student services gives free airport tranfer ONLY in the city! Gosh What do I do......well I'll leave all as it is till mid June maybe, then I'll make the necessary changes.........its nice to hear from people who care about you....but there are some calls you wish would come one day......
GOD? hello U there? Listen, I cant take this anymore, u either erase my memory or give me back my baby boy cos this is damn bloody painful...literally....or maybe its chest pain or mild heart attack that im experiencing hehe ;)
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