Do You Know

Too many sleepless nights, the ceiling at most times is a witness to my gaze
Memories of us in each others' arms, your first touch and kiss in the east,
Mails from your gals ive read over and over, memories of your lies and deceit ive run through in my head forever, non seem to seep through to erase memories so dear
What do I do and how long more I know not, no light at the end of the tunnel
It knows of your ignorance and yet it seeks for you, no words has let to its stop
What do I tell, that you want it no more? That you want to seek elsewhere, that you find happiness in someone else's arms? That you care too less of its existance?
It listens not to any, it has its own beat and synchs with the mind no more
Have you never wondered how I am or what im doing? Am I not in your friends lise, have you not thought of me a sec? Can you hear my plead with GOD, do you feel the vibration of my voice calling out for you, can you feel the hotness of my tears? Do you know that I want you back in my life so much, do you know that you're the only one I'll love and want to be with till eternity? Tell me what to tell cos Ive no words to describe my pain no more, my voice you wunt hear either, it hurts to know that you find happiness in keeping me away, If for the digits you think so much, your actions speaks louder than your words....why can I ask you do this to me? I would like to rip it apart and walk with it in my hands....than maybe it will realise you seek for it no more!