No struggle with the gate, but a pleasant surprise awaits,
A warm smile, an enthusiastic greeting, glad it wasnt your mate,
Looks of expecting one, though words spoken later seemed otherwise,
Conversations ranging from family to updates on life and school,
Showing more interest than ever before, sharing on your plans and more
Drinking that sweet potion of yours, delicious this time around,
I want you so much in my life and yet I dont want you at the same time,
I wish I could seep through your heart and spend one more day with you,
I lived with you as your woman and now in my mind its still alive,
I miss you so much sometimes tears just roll down my cheeks,
Ive stopped trying to hate you and now live with you in me all the time,
As happy as you seemed having me around, I was too, seeing you after a month,
What went wrong a year back, I asked myself as we kissed goodbye,
You want me I can see and yet you dont want me in your life,
Like you I battle my feelings, the clash of the heart and mind,
Will you let me into your life, one more time,
To clean up the mess we left the last time around,
My dearest baby boy, its a daily struggle to let go and move on...
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