PS

Today's cookie fortune: "your first love has never forgotten you". Its funny cos he is already dead. Actually come to think of it, i dream of R during the week and was actually pondering why he came in my dreams. He hasnt appeared for the longest time. There are some answers here:
http://www.dream-interpretation.co.uk/meaning/meaning_of_dreams_about_daffodil.html
PS and I are talking again, not like before but this is the start. I broke the ice this time round. He claims that Ive hurt him, well the same with him. Im not gona sit here and allow him to degrade me. Im glad he realised the women in his country arent what he thinks they are. Im sure he is secretly liking every bit of it. There are certain values and beliefs that I feel strongly about, and im not gona change that for anyone. You can be THE MAN, but sorry Im a woman and I shall not tolerate MCPs. I must agree though that I miss him at times and I love arguing with him :D. As I type certian things I smile to myself. I despise men who do not respect women, I dislike men who think that women should tolerate anything from them regardless of however mean they treat them. Sorry but any self respecting woman will not tolerate such treatment. No men in my family or circle of friends treat their women this way, they believe in equalism and respect, decisions are made together, there is no such thing as 'Im the man and you listen to me'. Sorry but if you are gona be the mama fellow then Im definitely not the one for you. I'll love my man to the fullest, provide and be a pillar of support to him, but if you disrespect me and provoke me, then you'll meet the rebel in me, and PS I think you already have a taste of it. I like you, but Im not gona take shit from you. I despise your attitude and ego. You are a nice person but your attitude and ego is repulsive. And talk about personality, I dont know what to make out of yours yet. You could be putting me through a test and Im aware sometimes you say stuff on purpose. You are free to choose another :D If you want me in your life, you'll know where and how to find me........