As I lay in bed with my laptop my 2 adorable nephews are entertaining me with thier dance and song which sounds very tribal. For some reason they love coming into the room and being around me, they follow me like a trail when I return home and my room is like a playground for both of them. The small one is replying to every sound made by the bigger one, a musical is going on in my room, just that I cant comprehand what each is uttering!
School was good, conducted a talk for all the sec 2 girls on managing relationships and sex. A research in a wall street journal revealed that teenages with multiple failed relationships in their teens are more likely to have troubled relationship later in life. Maybe PS should relook into his past relationships because it is clearly affecting him currently. What he needs is some counselling. I belief how he was treated in his past relationships has a part to play in how he is treating women in the present. He absolutely has no sense of respect. Its shocking how he seeks for other women the moment we have an arguement. Wouldnt you try and make peace with the girl you are dating instead of seeking for someone else? How on earth does he expect someone to marry him if this is how he is going to react? He mentioned about Brenda, that he cared about her. I never said anything to him when he said he is helping her out with money, thats because I understood that he cared about her. Why doesnt he understand that my relationship V is also such? I care about V, he doesnt reciprocate of course, but this is how it is. We dont even communicate with each other but I do care about him. Thats just it, why is that so difficult for PS to grasp?
Went for Mexican with the girls and headed for the clubs on a Wed night. Its been ages since I did drinks after work on a week day. Decided to go for it when the girls asked me out. Had quite a number of glasses of Magarita. I wonder how I get home sometimes, of course the fear of dying on the roads is there all the time when I drive after drinks. Maybe secretely that is what I am wishing for. Thought of PS when I having the Mexican food. We have very similar taste in food and activities. Well he was romantic person, at least in the way he addressed me and when he dedicated songs to me. I cant deny that I did have many enjoyable moments with him, but he is just too full of himself and a total typical Indian at least in the way he thinks. Countless times he has asked if I would cook when we ge married. Seriously which wife wouldnt cook for her husband? His questions are seriously too chauvanistic for me to handle. Maybe he should ask V if I would make a good partner. Amazing how things start and end before you even have a chance to experience it in person. I am just appalled that he did not even try talking to me or try winning me back. Perhaps looking for someone else is easier for him. Men! I shall let it be. Dad asked me along to a wedding tomorrow. Told him thats the last place I want to be right now, dont feel like responding to nosy relatives who will probe with "when is your turn". Probably the next timesomeone asks me when is my turn, my reply would be "Im waiting for your husband to divorce you"...that should keep them away for some time at least :D
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